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Posted 07-23-2012 at 03:10 PM by MichelleluvsChristmas

Hi my friends!
Well it's safe to say that I have not been around MMC as much as I would have liked to. It has been a very tough and tumultuous couple of months. My best friends mother passed away suddenly at the age of 52 and it truly changed me in so many ways. For those of you who do not know, I do not have a relationship with my mother or my father. My mother was unable to be a good parent so I moved into a group home when I was 16 and have been on my own ever since. My dad is homeless and a drug addict and an alcoholic. I have three sisters but we have somewhat drifted apart. Going back to my friend's mother, I had the opportunity to see her in the hospital after she had passed. My heart broke for my friend and her family, and all I could think was "I miss my mom, I need to re-connect". In an attempt to do so, I was shut down with some pretty awful comments. This internally ripped me apart. After trying to help my friend cope, my own grandmother passed away in Toronto. I was unable to see her and had not seen her in four years as I haven't been financially able to make it down there. This again, ripped me apart. It seems since 2012 started, nothing has really been working out the way it should. For a long time, I've felt alone and sad. When my heart is hurting and I can't seem to stop crying, I turn on my Christmas lights, play some nice Christmas music and pop on over to MMC. I know I've said this before, but this website, all of you my dear friends, have saved me. Your kindness, your love, and your friendship means so very much to me. In my darkest hour, your love and support has been a light in my life that I truly needed. At 23, I can imagine that many more trials and tribulations are coming my way, and I will need to be brave and face them head on... but knowing that I can always come here and be welcomed with open arms makes me feel so much better. Regardless if I talk to you often or not, please know that every single member on here brings me so much joy and happiness. I may not be on MMC as much as I would like, but just know that you guys have gotten me through some of the worst times.
I thank you, all of you.

Your friend,
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    Not sure if it helps or not but i'm sending good thoughts and prayers your way.I hope things start looking up for you.
    Posted 07-23-2012 at 03:55 PM by RachRon RachRon is offline
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    oh sweety, i'm coming @ you now w/ my arms open wide to give you a big ole hug! God bless you. i have had to deal w/ rejection from a long lost relative too. now i know it was their loss, not mine. the same in your situation too doll! i am sorry for the loss of your friends mom & your grandmother.
    Posted 07-23-2012 at 04:49 PM by merrymistletoe merrymistletoe is offline
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    [B][I]Hi Michelle.........first of all ((((((HUGS)))))) to you xo It grieves my heart that you have been treated like this. You are a special person and a good person and we all love you very, very much xo You deserve all the love and kindness that there is in the world sweetie xo I only wish I could give it all to you. [/I][/B]
    [B][I]Please consider yourself (((HUGGED)) by not only me but by my furchildren Clancy, Hermione, Wishbone, Smokey and Lily......They all love uncondtionally and I know they send their love to you now. Don't ever, ever feel like you are alone, honey. We are always here for you and you can PM me ANYTIME you need to talk. [/I][/B]
    [B][I]May the peace of Christ be with you and his enending love as well xoxo[/I][/B]
    Posted 07-23-2012 at 09:53 PM by caninemom3 caninemom3 is offline
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