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A Love Story

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Posted 04-05-2012 at 09:13 PM by caninemom3
Updated 02-15-2013 at 03:30 PM by caninemom3

There was a time when I didn't know about you but you still knew about me. You were there when I was born, even before. You watched me as I grew from a baby into a toddler then a child and on into adulthood. You were there the day my dear mother, Susy, told me about you and how wondrous your love is when I was but a baby. Very early on I felt a very deep connection to you, I felt your presence and your love. I felt I was special to someone besides Susy at last. When I spoke with you I knew you were really listening and that what I had to say really mattered to you. I couldn't believe how much I loved you and more importantly how much you loved me.

Throughout our relationship I have felt your sadness and anger at the things people sometimes do and I have felt your happiness when people are kind and giving and compassionate. I really do not think there was a time when I did not know you or at least my soul.

You have always been there with me. You were with me the day I married David. You were there when my brother Andy died. You were with me the day I came home and found David gone.

Yet I have left you at times. I have gone off and gotten into things I shouldn't have in this life and yet you waited for me to return. I have shaken my fist at you and cursed your name and screamed at the top of my lungs at you. I have even told you I hate you.....and yet you waited for me and you didn't stop loving me, not for one millisecond.

Tonight is the commemoration of your arrest and tomorrow marks the remembrance of your death and my saving grace. I cannot be in church tomorrow to stay and keep you company while you suffer but please know even though I am not in church I am still with you and I will be shedding tears for what you went through, what you accepted, for the ways I have failed you and for all that you sacrificed. You are the first person I speak to in the morning and the last person I speak to at night. I love you with all that I am though my love will never match yours. You are love personified, dear Jesus, and I hope when the time comes for me to leave this existence you will be there with me too.....
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    merrymistletoe's Avatar
    absolutely beautiful. thank you for putting me even more in touch this Easter.
    Posted 04-06-2012 at 07:29 PM by merrymistletoe merrymistletoe is offline
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    awesome...
    Posted 04-08-2012 at 03:14 PM by ballcoach ballcoach is offline
 



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