I am so tired. I wish I could just go to sleep. To rest, what a concept !! No matter how much sleep I get I never seem to feel rested. A lot of it is because I just cannot seem to clear my mind (what little mind I have left after being a young person in the 1960s !!).
There are so many things/situations going on that I do not know the outcomes of which are making me very, very tense.
First, my stepson, DJ, has finished his chemo and went for his followup PET scan yesterday. He will not know the results until next week.
What will they be ?? Did the chemo obliterate the Hodgkin's ? Was there only a partial response ?? What if there was no response at all and it is refractory ?? If it did respond will it come back ??
I worry about so many things. I know that worry is not constructive and is not conducive toward a favorable outcome. It is just the way I am.
I worry constantly about my sister. She is 66 and although...